ivy ✧ 09/12/08 – 4:16 AM
you don’t have to forgive me. i don’t even forgive me. but he was holding my hand when it happened. and he was smiling.
ivy ✧ 09/12/08 – 4:19 AM
it wasn’t supposed to work. i didn’t think it would. not really. i just… i didn’t want to be the one left behind this time.
ivy ✧ 09/12/08 – 4:44 AM
but now he’s everywhere. in static. in headlights. in the backs of my eyes. he’s not mad. that’s what hurts the most.